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Life is wat was, wat is and wat will be... never wat shuld hav been, wat could hav been and wat never will be.
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Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease;
where there are tongues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child,
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;
then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:4-13
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Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple
and that God's Spirit lives in you?
If anyone destroys God's temple, God will destroy him;
for God's temple is sacred, and you are that temple
1 Cor 3:16-17
Monday, September 29, 2003
ok... got quite a few things to sae.. haha.. but kinda personal but want to remind myself...
Yesterday nite fren came my house to study, one of my brother in sec school.. while we studied.. not much... but substantial enough then we suddenly out-of-the-blue have a minor bible study and we were debating yet again about the usual stuffs..
Christmas.. isent really Jesus birthdae... why we celebrate? for rememberance? for honouring him? then came back to the basic question.. are we doing things in God's way or are we doing things in man's way? Sure, celebration hurts no one... honour God mah... But offering incense to God is also a way of honouring... but is tat the right way?
Easter... wats easter again? Revival of Jesus? While... after some reading the Bible, it may be possible tat Jesus died on WEDNESDAY instead... YES PPLE GET TAT IN UR HEAD... ITS WEDNESDAE...then wats the point of good fridae and easter then? Further more, origin of easter festival is celebrating the brith of a greecian God.. some god of spring or something... and easter has wat? easter bunny... and bunny represent spring...
and yes of cuz there are other major issues like foot washing, how important is it? and of cuz does everyone with holy spirit can pray in tongues? i cant sae im not convinced... its very true, after cross referencing with the bible... its really just following wat the bible sae lor... now its just the question whether shall i follow or not... now very mao dun lah... more probs... but this the worse of them all... if their teaching is correct, then we are all doomed....
rembered some verses that read "The gate to heaven is narrow".. (i hope its correct) with so many christians, just how many can go pass the door??
Saturday, September 27, 2003
never felt so hopeless b4.. promos gonna die le... revised = never revise.... maths and physic cant remember a crap... computing forget it lah.. econs study = not study, taken my econs test and i failed lor.. even though i supposedly studied ... Gee... promos dunnoe how lah... somemore got so many prob... and so irritating lor... why cant some guys be more mature? be less possessive and less petty... really feeling like screaming... wah......... stupid exams....... cant concentrate donnoe why also........... wah... God help me!...............
Well on lighter note looking forward to tuesdae.... haha....
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
patient is a virtue... a very tiring, stressful and insecure virtue... cuz u may never know will it even comes...
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
although i shouldn't be blogging but I MUST BLOG! cuz TODAE is the HAPPIEST day FOR a very LONG time...
And why am i sooo happy? Well, not because that i scored full marks in the previous econs test.... not because that i win some sport competition... And not getting a gerfren too... ITS because MY mom AGREED to GO to CHURCH!!!! YAY!!! so HAPPY RIGHT!!! AFTER like 10 years!!! PRAISE GOD!!! he ROCKS period... Me sooooo happy nuthing can pull be down le... YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!
Monday, September 15, 2003
not my fault but now my prob....................................................
Sunday, September 14, 2003
alrite! todae totally rawks... (haha as someone puts it).. had 5 hours of meeting! wat a 'GREAT' way to spend a afternoon!... Wanted to study one... NO TIME LOR... haiz... hav to study tonite lah.. SO SIANZ... woo and i bought pepperidge farm AGAIN!! YAY its the FISH!! haha shall bring to school and slowly enjoy... shall torment my frens haha.. MAKE THEM JEALOUS haha!!! lolz...
aiyo from yesterdae the bbq sharing... decided to change my ideaology le... must lov and care and be kind to all around me... So... me still NOT chapping haha but will OFFER help... if rejected then ok lor, lest i OFFERED...
Saturday, September 13, 2003
bah so irritating.. i got EVERY OTHER INSTRUMENTS AT LEAST 3 TIMES BEFORE I GET THIS ONCE!!
 Which band instrument are you? brought to you by Quizilla
BAH...
todae bbq was nice haha... was laming awae... told the story abt green ping pong ball ... everyone was really upset abt it.. HAHA.. then went lame-ing almost the whole nite... not bad quite spirit up lifting... haha
just realised tat my life sux even much more...
aiya after further thinking realised tat all prob is abt me... me, me me and stupid me...
me tooo nosey le everything must chap... although its close frens prob its still NOT my prob... why must i care so much? must learn to let go... gee.... All jc fault... dunnoe why come jc so many prob... really a lot of prob lor and all are OTHER's pple prob... pian pian ju si relationship prob... and why must i CHAP so much? mei shi zao zhi zuo... as if HW and church stuff not enuff to kill me le... gee............ me must revert bak to sec school life... where i know how to take things lightly, where other pple prob remains as other pple prob... i know it sounds self fish but its really affecting me... kept trying to solve other pple prob in the end cant concentrate on studies...
must learn to let things go.. go awae things! bah so angry with myself...
however, pple reading this if ur really having prob and NEED HELP then its ok to find me... else i would just maybe at most ask for updates...
Let my prob GO!
Friday, September 12, 2003
i think tat my life sux.
Thursday, September 11, 2003
wah... todae damn pms... woke up already no mood le.... dunnoe why also... on bus to school even worse... BAHz.... so i went beach alone to blow wind ... was very effective... blow most of the bad mood awae... then went back school to finish up tut 5 haha...
aiyo... then the rest of the dae was really really really moodless lor... after lunch sleep then went out do physic... realised i cant do a single question... then the bad mood hit me like a wave again... so i just went band room sleep and sleep and sleep... did i mentioned i slept?
then the 2 couple see me so sian think got worried abt me lah... but me too bo chap to care le... so sorry! hehe....
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
wah haha... todae went school... mug a bit... aiya damn unproductive lor... wat to do... soo many distraction.... aiya me to dependent on pple le... must be more independent...
Woo cool song
Why does this always happen to me -Weird Al
I was watching my TV one night when they broke in with a special report
About dsome devistating earthquake in Peru
There were thirty thousand crushed to death, even more were buried alive
On the Richter scale it measured 8.2
And I said, "God, please answer me one question?"
"Why'd they have to interrupt 'The Simpsons' just for this?"
What a drag, 'cause I was taping it and everything
And now I'll have to wait for the rerun to see the part of the show I missed
Why does this always happen?
Why does this always happen to me?
Why does this always happen?
(Why) Why does this always happen to me?
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba ba
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba ba
I was driving down the highway when all the traffic slowed to a crawl
There was a twelve-car pile-up, everybody dead
And I saw brains and guts and vital organs splattered everywhere
As well as my friend Robert's disembodied head
And I thought - Poor Rob, I just had lunch with him
Hey, wait a minute, he still owes me money - what a jerk
Well, there's five bucks that I'm never gonna see again
Plus now, on top of everything else, it looks like I'm gonna be late to work
Why does this always happen?
Why does this always happen to me?
Why does this always happen?
(Why) Why does this always happen to me?
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Oh, the other day, my boss said we were running low on toner
And he told me I should buy another case
Well, I told him I was busy, but he still just kept on asking
So, I turned around and stabbed him in the face (right in the face)
Oh, and wouldn't you know it, my knife got stuck
I guess that's probably bound to happen now and then
But I'm afraid I may have bent the tip a little
And I know that blade will never ever be quite as sharp again (quite as sharp again)
Oh, tell me
Why does this always happen?
Why does this always happen to me?
Why does this always happen?
Why does this always happen to me?
Why does this always happen to me?
(Why does this always happen to me?)
Why does this always happen to me?
(Why does this always happen to me?)
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haha... oh yar.. and my fren shared some craps lah... few signs tat u like someone haha... but seems logical...
1)the person is always on ur mind when ur alone
2)Will feel like sms the person even though theres nothing to sae
3)will wan to do everything together
4)will be extra nice to the person
5)the person opinion of u will become very important
haha... just seems logical... but reality mah.... tat one must see....
wooo... todae quite happening... eh haha...
went school to mug... bah todae mug not much... but still ok lah... hope tomolo can mug more...
STAY WAE WAE AWAE from BANDROOM... bahz... anyway... bought pepperidge farm brussel biskits... haha quite nice... but i like the text ture of the other type(forgot le) haha... but its nice anyway...
Haha then went ecp... so fun... pple laming the whole nite... then met up with my junior, walked up and down the beach to chit chat... then find a corner to talk when leg got tired... haha... me always like tat one... rather be with someone alone and talk then be in a group.... not first time le... haiz... haha...
songs sooo nice.. haha.... bu very crap... and funny too... haha... lolz
Monday, September 08, 2003
wah... todae sooo sianz... went for band prac then mugging with grace.... aiyo suppose to go t23 one lor... got air-con... then just take out stuffs the OM say lock up le... WAH.... how stupid can tat be..... grr... end up in hot concourse where i nearly fall asleep... nearly is an understatement......
any added a photos webby le!! haha its at the photos column just click on the word 'more'... simple rite? haha...
anyway... nuthing more to say... tomolo must go study again... wah.... me h-a-t-e to s-t-u-d-y ..... w-a-h .... .-.-.
Sunday, September 07, 2003
wah... time is pressing on me like an 1 ton anvil...
stupid..
lest todae not soo sick...
was really surprised...
today got church 3rd ani celeb... was fun lah... but games were pretty craps... haha except for 1 game... dunnoe wat 60 secs of fame... must use ballons and dress up as muscle man then went up and dance... haha... need 2 guys lor and my grp has only 2 guys.... so must go and act lah... lest not soo bad... got quite a high points for tat haha...
after tat stoning slacking and just hanging around in church.. manage to take some photos... haha me wan them... must ask them to send me... haha...
aiya wanted to upload songs but lazy.... haiz...
anyway tats all for todae... haha... must do pw stuffs... (sianz)....
Friday, September 05, 2003
wah... me feeling very VERY sick... wah...
so problematic siaz... just realise tat this year the magical word is 1 month...
1 month to promos
after which another 1 month to chinese AO
then another 1 month to SAT
BAH... LIKE... DOTZ.... so STUPID.... where got enuff time to do all tat craps siaz... now must be chao mugger le... WAH... PPLE READING THIS REMIND ME TO MUG!
Still feeling sick now... and tomolo got college clean up... bah... SICK....
haiz... life is just so sianz... and full of problems... but they always happens to other pple... never me.... and the problem is not small lor... family prob, health prob, personal prob... u name it most likely u got it... haha... i guess for me its not becuz i don hav prob... got fiancial prob for my family... but it been existing for sooo long, hav learnt to get by le... + my family is thrifty... my mom is 10 times thrifty than me... haha... so still quite ok.... but another reason shuld be i never really bother to let the problem hit me... i just know its there... there... and not here.... haha.... hmm... to think i could still laugh... bahz.........
Life is like a vacuum cleaner, and the reason tat we drop to the ground when we jump is becuz earth...
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
wah ... todae is the worst dae of school..... ok maybe not tat bad but started out very very bad...
Morning mr Ho kp us abt our written report le... say our grp is gone already... wateva lah! was very very upset lor.... bah... then after tat econs lect totally mind shut down... manage to do 1 computing question then i sleep le... like almost full 2 periods lah.. then maths was stoning stoning stoning... just manage to copy a bit here and there...
physic was ok.. learnt quite a few number of stuffs like AM and FM of the radio... haha then got this chao stupid joke ... if we twist the singapore antenna the other side, we might be able to watch hk shows.. haha so crap...
Then was computing... handing back of computing test paper... and i failed again... .... wasn't really expected... maybe my language too much like com language le... wah... sian lah... 2 page of words 1 mark versus 1/3 page of work 3 marks.... totally died... then at GP also shut down mode le..... just stay in one corner and yar.... haha i kind of like it... no distraction just listen listen... maybe shuld confine myself to corners for GP lesson...
After tat some when v27 play CS... me played a bit then zhao for CCA... haha then pian pian teacher came and caught them all... hehe me so lucky... haha the wind has changed... then after was band prac... nuthing much..... then went mac do homework.... wah...... k lah... todae not so bad... but morning ah... haiz......
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
wah... todae econs test totally sux... abt some crap rail way thing... BAH.... passage SO DIFFICULT... wat to do siaz.............. WAH! anyway yay got broadband le... haha so happy :) can blog more... much more.... haha
Monday, September 01, 2003
love is irrational.... eh..... haha.... wateva....
anyway todae went PS for movie with Crystal... but onli left with first ROW bah... so in the end just went alking with her lor.... bah................................................................ to be or not to be tats the question.......................................................................................................................................... anyway.... tomolo ECONS TEST! die die die... how to study? havent touch market failure cuz cant find the notes................ bah think borrow from those not taking test tomolo first.... maybe grace or qinhong............................ maybe or maybe not tats the real question
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